who am I?
I love steampunk
Let’s just be honest.
I love getting spanked.
I do not get spanked anywhere near enough.
— Karen Marie Moning (via observando)
The willingness to accept responsibility for one’s own life is the source from which self-respect springs.
In the very beginning, when I had decided to take boy as My sub and he Me as his Madam, he began to get extremely anxious about all of the details surrounding our new relationship, in particular the expectations I would be having of him. He began to send Me several emails full with inquiries. I instructed My boy to not fret over the details of his newly found submission to Me and to only relax and allow the process to take place, to simply enjoy it. I had commanded him to not ask Me any further questions yet he continued to do so. Here was My reply:
You are clearly not trying to keep your mind from obsessing about us as how we will do all of this. I realize that “not obsessing” is very hard for you but this is a real problem of yours and I indeed to break you of it. And believe Me, these are not empty threats. I am not above taking the belt to you. This need of yours to instantly define and understand things is ultimately destructive as it leads to impulsivity and only short term satisfaction. In order to obtain stability which leads to a deep happiness, you must become comfortable with the lack of instant gratification. If you want to truly enjoy something, especially something with such intricate dynamics as a D/s relationship, you must allow it to develop and give it time to be well thought out. Only then will you truly enjoy your space in it. Little details right now are not going to lead to any satisfaction. We don’t have to have it all figured out right now so we can jump right into it. Ease into it. This is a relationship after all, and no one enters a relationship with it all spelled out right off the bat. And when I say enjoy the process, I mean just that, enjoy letting it be revealed to you over time, it’s like getting little surprises and gifts on a regular basis. There is a thrill in not knowing what is going to come next.
Let me be clear: you are NOT to obsess over this! This is intended to be an enjoyable experience for you and of course for Me. You MUST resign your mind to Me if you are to truly embody your role. I will not let you down, I will see to your well-being. Put your faith and trust in Me and let the rest go. You have this whole life of yours to attend to and I will not have you neglecting it over something that isn’t as important as those things.
Now, that’s enough lecture, you need a little sexy fun ;)
Yes Madam. This may be difficult for me. But I have a deep trust in You. In a much more relaxed state this just looks like the truth. :)
Your adoring boy
These two have me intrigued - perhaps I need to “switch” it up a bit - hand me the birch my dear. I’ll shave it down and hand it back to “You” ;)